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Fantasising about Schoolgirls

3 January 2012 - 11:51am — desigol1979

At the age of 32 I still find myself attracted to Schoolgirls. When I started to MB (using a Mail Order Gatalogue Mum had) I suddenly found myself attracted to the Girls in the Teen Section too (I was 14 at the time and thought little of it). But ever since I have found myself attracted to girls who may be mature physically, but are nowehre near mature enough mentally or emotionally.
 
I had to remover a Schoolgirl from my Facebook Friendlist because her 'Nights Out' Pictures were triggering me. It was only by the grace of God that I didn't a/o with a Schoolgirl (I would have been chased out of my community had I did).
 
I really need to affirm my powerlessness!

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25 January 2012 - 7:47pm — just4today

Thanks for sharing, well

Thanks for sharing, well done on setting a boundary for your recovery.  I can identify with you as there's a part of me that's still a teenager, as I never allowed myself to be one.

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